Ebsie

Once again all alone I suppose I must deserve it I'm clingy and annoying Obnoxious and dense Rash and silly Lazy and obsessive Sometimes I hate myself I want to draw people in But only push them away I cry so much lately Because everything hurts Maybe I'm not meant to be happy I force my smile I fake my laugh Does anyone notice? Does anyone care? It's not "Like Me" to be so Depressed? Upset? Angry? What is 'like me'? Someone tell me Because I don't know myself anymore Once again, as before I'm all alone